2 years.....did you manage to cause more destruction?

finally tear that family apart? get your low life piece of shit to leave his wife yet?'''i doubt it, but j hope so.....you deserve each other..

I made an attempt....

To initiate a peaceful conversation , to no avail , as expected . We WILL speak Kim. In the very near future. I promise you. We have unfinished business. You know how to contact me. Pick your head up out of the sand and do something right and kind, instead of playing the same old game of "hit,run,and hide" that youve played your whole life...Remember who i am...A good man who sacrificed everything because i believed in you, contrary to every bit of instinct i had in me.___ youll be pleasantly surprised with the results. I guarantee it.___.Again, we will speak.Now its just a matter of when, and Whether the circumstances are loving, humble, and deep down honest, something that never really took place over the 2 years i all but begged for from you, or bitter,hateful,and worst of all arrogant . You may remember how i despise tat last trait,almost as much as dishonesty and deceit . A Ihope things are well kim. Itruly do. But more than that, i hope that maybe, just maybe, the one thing that destroyed the one chance you had to experience what every Human being wants and deserves, is gone. Maybe,although highly doubtful,i at least may have had apart in helping you come to a new realization . If that were the case,then the pain wouldve not been in vain... Peace.....Dont be a coward....Dont be selfish....be brave, humble, and responsible... I should add, i miss you....life has thrown me everything but the kitchen sink in the past 3 years. You cant even imagine.It would be so frigging nice to have something good happen.To make up for all the shit that shouldve NEVER happened......Think...Dig down into the soul that i always believed was there. More than you did or do yourself ....goodnight.. ,

its almost time

??????

yep, im still here..hangin by a thread

just fyi, if its the last thing I do, ill get an explanation as to why, why this woman chose to tear my life apart, in every sense....my whole life has been a series of attempts at putting my trust in people...and ultimately being let down...but I never gave up on the hope that eventually, someone would show up and make it all worth while...and as strange as it may seem, I felt kim was that person...because she had lived a similar life, although she reacted differently. I actually thought she would appreciate someone who didn't judge her..who was patient...who would sacrifice...once again, in the end, she turned out to be just a self centered, self serving sociopath...not caring in the least about the pain she was, and still is causing not just me, but countless others.. anyway, the hard feelings are pretty much gone...now its just craving truth...something I have the right to know...I will...I swear..

people say time heals all wounds..........not sure thats true.

my opinion is that not time, but new and good things in someones life take away the pain and sorrow temporarily, but the actual wound never really heals, ecspecially at an age that is considered middle age....ive personally been absolutely destroyed by women ive given my heart and soul to just twice in my life....unfortunately, both in the last 5 years....In my personal case, ive been "dumped" plenty of times over the years. actually most times, because I wanted to end it, but could not for the life of me hurt someone like that. So I would create a situation that would allow the woman some dignity, and let her dump me...I swear that's true....I have NEVER cheated on a wmman in my life, despite temptation and opportunity. So I guess what Im getting at is how in Gods name, can a woman lie, and lie, and deceive, and sneak, and cheat, and take advantage of a man like me, and not think for a single second that its wrong?.......how do people do it?....the most crucial thing in a humans life, love, can be considered so unimportant?.... anyway, these two instances in which I gave every ounce of my soul to someone, and was thrown out like garbage, and in Kims case spoken about as a "stalker", have literally destroyed me. mentally, physically, emotionally, financially, I am destroyed.....Lost 30 lbs over 3 years.....lost any motivation to do anything....Make money....Continue my education. Keep myself in physical shape...keep myself dressed well...well groomed....be social....etc...Everything gone....One day, just told by the cops to shut up, and just forgotten...completely forgotten....by a woman who I gave so much love, patience, understanding, forgiveness, and faith to.......because she told me again and again that we were going to be ok. because I was "the one"...I was everything she ever wanted in a man.... ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh..........fuck it.............. '

here is the address

http://usa.landoffree.com/employee/Kim_Sojak... apparently, she has other people who she has destroyed... But this guy that works with her, who has been trying to get in her loose pants for years cant seem to do it...so he comes to her defense......man, if people only knew the truth.....

i ran across a site

that rates peoples job performance...out of nowhere, i typed in kims name...wow...i guess im not the only one who feels like i do, or knows who she really is...very interesting...also, apparently, she has told people im a stalker...god help me, if people only knew the truth...and im starting to feel like its almost time.....